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Thou Hast Retired by Ahmeria, literature

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Thou Hast Retired

Thou hast retired for the night Your soul racing for a peaceful sleep Your day littered with remedial work No time for any play for you who work to late Children tucked sound in their Warm beds A cold bed awaits a time to join with you Aligned with satin sheets and star covered blanket The scent of tulip incence filling the room Late will you sleep in your pale nightsuit Waiting for another day to arive But night carries on for you Through the sleepless rest and the restless sleep It seems like tomorrow will never come As you wonder whether they knew you cared Wishing that you could play with them more often Knowing that the wo

The Memory by Ahmeria, literature

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The Memory

I wandered through the withering trees Fall had reached them even in this place The leaves crushed under my feet Crackeling with each gentle step My mind raced back to that time When innocence rained Knowing was all and nothing Time stood still without a trace Life once so simple Now just filled with emptiness That which was once joy Now nothing but wishes I walked that lonely road Wieghed down with everyones pain Everyone asking for help Noe one willing to aid the one who gave them what they needed I remember this road well From another time, another place, another lonely soul A child so young was I To have the weight of t

All I am by Ahmeria, literature

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All I am

Iminoa tise ma nosta simplindo. Ahmeria fola sin di aco. All my days are spent in sorrow My life is always my own Noe more pain will I borrow To the end of my days will I go I am who I am and I am me My life will I tarry on bended knee I serve others with all of my heart And Will their sufferings end in my death Life will go on as it must The flowers, the trees, even the dust A brighter day will Ne'er be sweeter Till morning comes will all be eager With my Will I give thee happiness And with it may you prosper To the end of your days

Him by Ahmeria, literature

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Him

There is pain in her heart, She wishes this would change, The one she loved no longer cares, The broken heart of a broken girl, The lies he told her all along, Play heavily within her mind. Her breath growing shorter, Her time never ending. Is there a reason or a rhyme? Might there be any one who knows? The ending she wishes to hasten. Time slowing more with each breath. No one can help her, The hope she once had fleeing. All they can do is sit and wait, Wait for the suffering to end. She waits for someone to love her, She holds a heavy heart. The saddness within her, Taking it's toll on her soul. Will he ever find her? W

She Waits by Ahmeria, literature

the lonely child 2 by Ahmeria, literature

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the lonely child 2

he is so lonely and scared, everyone he knows is never there so depressed and more depressing he's just a little one on his own by two years old, no love does anyone show. he cryes all through the night, 'mommy where did you go?' he sighs he is so lonely and scared, everyone he knows is never there. so depressed and more depressing, he is just a little one bouncing from place to place, everyone saying 'go away.' for such a little guy, he sure is having a rough time. i will protect you all i can. his mother loves him right? but she doesn't care what happens... to him at night... he is so lonely and scared, everyone he know

the lonely child by Ahmeria, literature

RM chapter 2 by Ahmeria, literature

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RM chapter 2

Chapter Two: When the tree of us reached the area that the noise was coming from we saw a very handsome young man running towards us with an almost terrified look on his face. The way he was dressed suggested he was a foreigner. As he was passing us, I stuck out me arm and caught him. I pulled him behind the tree and warned him, "Stay here!" Then I stepped to the side of the tree and looked, - rather patiently, I might add, - in the direction he was running from. There were five Altic warriors hunting the young man. When they got just a few feet away from where I was standing I held up me hand. "Stop!" I demanded angrily. The men looked a

Rebel Militia by Ahmeria, literature

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Rebel Militia

The Rebel Militia By JoDeana O'Donnell AKA Ahmeria Dragon Fitzpatrick Dedicated to me very best friend and sister, Ciara Absher, and her man, Kevin Vitro, and their new son Nicholas Vitro. May you have a long and beautiful life. Chapter One: Damaskus Krown is the Ronian King at this point in time. Most of his people were taken as slaves in the previous war. He was tired of seeing his people suffer the Altic race. How they ever managed to beat the Ronians is a mystery to us all. It might have been due to the fact that we Ronians are a peaceful nation. Even with our magicks they still beat us. Damaskus's stepmother was taken as a slave al

Bleeding on Your Floor by Ahmeria, literature

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Bleeding on Your Floor

would you cry if i never came home? would you come and try to find me? do you even notice when i am unhappy? my feelings do i hide away no one will ever brake my shell getting close to me is not easy showing my true feelings will never be unhappiness befalls me you never even noticed me when i stand in front of you can you see me now? now that im bleeding on your floor? can you hear my cry? dont you even know im unhappy? do you feel me now? getting close to me is not easy showing my true feelings will never happen unhappiness describes me you never noticed me before now im laying in front of you and im bleeding on your flo

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I Still Believe by Ahmeria, literature

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I Still Believe

when time began there was you you held my hand when i didnt know what to do there was you i knew where to go i knew what was true and i still believe in you my eyes they've cried in the past when i was alone you were there to see me throu in my pain when they were gone you knew just what to do i knew where to go i knew what was true and i still believe in you yes i do in the darkness of my mind in the pain i left behind throu the shadow of time i knew where to go i knew where to go i knew what was true and i still believe in you straight to you you healed my heart i knew what was true and i still believe in you you

This Way by Ahmeria, literature

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This Way

Everything is falling apart I wish to help but I can't stop this pain My life is full of loved ones that I care about Now everyone is fighting in this rain And no one sees the hurt that is left behind I'm sick of this war I'm tired of living this way I try to stop this fighting when I know I can't But no one cares And I can't go on anymore I'm sick of this war I can't remember the joy We all felt it before I can see the tears that are left behind I wish this would end And I try not to scream I hide the pain that I feel inside You ask me to choose between them or you And All I can say is I love you all But no one hears a wor

Time by Ahmeria, literature

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Time

Time By Ahmeria Dragon I'm traveling down that road another time I don't know where it will take me A different city another state goes by And nothing stays the same anymore Time changes everything again as days go by Everything is different in the end, yeah It doesn't matter what it is or who you are Time changes everything again Another day, a different hotel No one notices that I don't get by too well Out here on my own trying to make it big I know that I can make it if I try Mow I'm doing well for myself I made it, I'm a star My music guides me to be the best And now I'm coming back to you Coming home to you Time change

The Path of A Wolfen Princess by Ahmeria, literature

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The Path of A Wolfen Princess

A path of loneliness is the one she follows, A wolfen princess does go. The path unwinding before her, This is the one she knows. Created by sorrow and anger, She sees not the powers of hope. To end the pain and suffering, How she will never know. This is the path of the wolfen princess, Her eyes do never stray. She takes her life with sorrow, For no one ever taught her how to play. Her children she will never have, A different path they must live. Her life is her own, And sorrowness is where she lives.

Siren by Ahmeria, literature

Bleeding on Your Floor by Ahmeria, literature

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Bleeding on Your Floor

Rebel Militia by Ahmeria, literature

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Rebel Militia

RM chapter 2 by Ahmeria, literature

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RM chapter 2

the lonely child by Ahmeria, literature

the lonely child 2 by Ahmeria, literature

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the lonely child 2

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You didn't notice by Angeldevil06, literature

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You didn't notice

I Cried and you did not notice… Did not notice I was crying… You said I was being childish… I said it was to much, to soon, You didn't take in what I said, You didn't even notice. I know I said I could cope, But I can't, I slowly wept into my seatbelt, You didn't even notice. I know that the change is for the better, But right now it's killing me, For you care more about her than you do about me. You went to see her as I ran to my room, You didn't even come take a look, Come to see if I had found my solitude, I sat there crying as you drove away and You didn't even notice. You returned 5 hours later, With a grin on your fac

Heartbroken by Angeldevil06, literature

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Heartbroken

I fell like I was dead, From my cloud in the sky, My heart was torn out, and you didn't even blink an eye. You said you was sorry, But that doesn't matter, I'd rather you have said, you meant every word. You broke my heart, You shattered It into a million pieces, I don't see how you can do that and just say sorry. Because I loved you with my heart and only tried to protect you, And now that protection has gone, There is nothing else for me to love.

I Am You by perfectlittledream, literature

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I Am You

I will make you mine I'll grant your every desire I'll make my move in time So you will fall when you get higher I'll take away your will You'll have no way to fight But I'll keep pushing still And you know that I am right This is what you'll be Keep trying to break free To blind for you to see That your life is here in me You will never be Just as good as me I will make you see That your life is empty I'm the one that made you The person that you are You must be a fool You trusted my every word so far You know that you can't win So why should you try I tell you all your sins I make you want to die This is what you'll

What Now? by dragon-tear, literature

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What Now?

All this pressure is affecting me Saying I'm the last hope for this family Telling me not to mess up What to and not to do Do you really think that Your not egging on the pain? Making me worry myself sick Every single day What do I do now? Where do I go from here? If you really know so much Then don't just stand there Please don't just walk away Quit causing me pain Don't make me feel alone I'm going insane I can't believe that you Can't just stand by my side That you don't even comfort me As I break down and cry Don't you see that I'm dying inside? You can't really be that blind… What do I do now? Where do I go from he

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: wherever i fall down to sleep
Favourite genre of music: that which comes from the heart
Favourite photographer: me dah
Favourite style of art: any
Operating System: windows xp laptop edition
MP3 player of choice: buslink
Shell of choice: that which comes from the sea...
Wallpaper of choice: i dont like wallpaper... its too sticky!
Skin of choice: me own for that is the one i be usin right now
Favourite cartoon character: Rain Mionoke and Conner McCullium, tweety, jahiro
Personal Quote: Reality is only as real as your mind percieves it to be.

Favourite Visual Artist

Leonardo de Vinci

Favourite Movies

Labrynth, the Boondock Saints, silent hill, the Da Vinci Code, princess moninoke, and my imagination

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Billy, a perfect circle, jim croce, dan fogelberg, him, my chemical romance, disturbed, papa roach

Favourite Writers

meself, dragosianlord, Angeldevil06

Favourite Games

hunting the guilty, urbs sims in the city, tony hawks underground 2, lost kingdoms

Favourite Gaming Platform

earth... for now... oh and my game cube

Tools of the Trade

whatever you put in my hands, pen, papper, laptop

Other Interests

paganism, bdsm, yoga, karate, meditation, taoism, my nephew, music, writing, buddhism, and learning

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Ahmeria

Feb 13, 2009

WTF!!!

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Loneliness Anger Depression USED Unloved Unapreciated Unhappy Uncared for Hurt Lied to These are just a few things I am feeling right now. Ok so I guess I was wrong to be optimistic. I am so tired of being hurt. Apparently a f***ing game is more important than family. I have given up quite a bit for him. What has he given up for me? All my money goes to him and his needs and wants and supporting HIS son, whom I love but still... He never spends any time with his son.

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Ahmeria

Dec 30, 2008

In Time

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Apparently it has been one year and 3 days since I last entered a journal on here. Sorry about that. My life has savierly improved my predicament. I am now getting more classes in school due to grants. I am on the 4.0 board. I am in love with a man that has finally realized that he is in love with me too. We have a beautiful son, though he is my stepson. And almost everything is right with the world. I wish you all the same amount of luck that I have had this year. Lots of love, Jo, aka Ria

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Ahmeria

Dec 26, 2007

GERRR

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Okay. Angel if you ever read this I appologize, but I really have to vent. I have been staying over at a friends house for a little over a week now. She is my Mistress and her husband is my Master. They have a 6 year old daughter and a friend of theirs living with them. I love this friend of theirs but she needs to learn a few things. One, if your going to complain about having to disapline someone elses kids, then stop overriding them everytime that they try to do that. And dont sit there and complain at me when i am not talking loud enough for her because im sick. I AM NOT A PUSHOVER LIKE I USED TO BE!!! the ONLY reason i havent said anythi

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Alpha-Male1875

May 12, 2010

rise my child....
time to raise the pack of yore....

-darin

aha! i found you!!

YES!!! it is I!!! lol so ya know most of my dark poems come from years of abuse by men... mentally and physically. i just havent posted any of the ones i wrote while i have been with cham lol.

Krystalker

Mar 27, 2009

well judging by how much you two obviously care about each other (Ie. He loves you more than his Rune Sword) i believe the tone would be one entirely different, even if it were written in the same dark tone.

Ahmeria

Apr 10, 2009

eh you have no idea lol. My real name is JoDeana.

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GoddessAngelWings

Aug 16, 2007

YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

so, hug away! Show your friends that they are important for you

Angeldevil06

Aug 3, 2006

hey thanks for the friends add and favs, much appriciated!