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About Me Member Novelist AhmeriaFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Thu Feb 12, 2009, 11:26 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: "More like her" ???
  • Reading: Dark and Depressing poems.
  • Watching: My blood flowing from my arms.
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: I want to get wasted and forget this pain!
Loneliness
Anger
Depression
USED
Unloved
Unapreciated
Unhappy
Uncared for
Hurt
Lied to

These are just a few things I am feeling right now.

Ok so I guess I was wrong to be optimistic. I am so tired of being hurt. Apparently a f***ing game is more important than family.
I have given up quite a bit for him. What has he given up for me?
All my money goes to him and his needs and wants and supporting HIS son, whom I love but still... He never spends any time with his son.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: wherever i fall down to sleep
  • Interests: paganism, bdsm, yoga, karate, meditation, taoism, my nephew, music, writing, buddhism, and learning
  • Favourite movie: Labrynth, the Boondock Saints, silent hill, the Da Vinci Code, princess moninoke, and my imagination
  • Favourite band or musician: Billy, a perfect circle, jim croce, dan fogelberg, him, my chemical romance, disturbed, papa roach
  • Favourite genre of music: that which comes from the heart
  • Favourite artist: Leonardo de Vinci
  • Favourite poet or writer: meself, dragosianlord, Angeldevil06
  • Favourite photographer: me dah
  • Favourite style of art: any
  • Operating System: windows xp laptop edition
  • MP3 player of choice: buslink
  • Shell of choice: that which comes from the sea...
  • Wallpaper of choice: i dont like wallpaper... its too sticky!
  • Skin of choice: me own for that is the one i be usin right now
  • Favourite game: hunting the guilty, urbs sims in the city, tony hawks underground 2, lost kingdoms
  • Favourite gaming platform: earth... for now... oh and my game cube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rain Mionoke and Conner McCullium, tweety, jahiro
  • Personal Quote: Reality is only as real as your mind percieves it to be.
  • Tools of the Trade: whatever you put in my hands, pen, papper, laptop

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Comments


:iconkrystalker:
aha! i found you!!
:iconahmeria:
YES!!! it is I!!! lol so ya know most of my dark poems come from years of abuse by men... mentally and physically. i just havent posted any of the ones i wrote while i have been with cham lol.

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"We are just Shadows in the grand scheme of it all. Fill your shadows with positive energy and teach the young to live in the light!" -JoDeana Dayle Harmon!!!
:iconkrystalker:
well judging by how much you two obviously care about each other (Ie. He loves you more than his Rune Sword) i believe the tone would be one entirely different, even if it were written in the same dark tone.
:iconahmeria:
eh you have no idea lol. My real name is JoDeana.

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"We are just Shadows in the grand scheme of it all. Fill your shadows with positive energy and teach the young to live in the light!" -JoDeana Dayle Harmon!!!
:icongoddessangelwings:
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

so, hug away! Show your friends that they are important for you

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*looks up into the night sky, finding the moon she falls to her knees and prays to the goddess to make things right again*
:iconangeldevil06:
hey thanks for the friends add and favs, much appriciated!

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"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game"
:iconahmeria:
your welcome, im glad i met you... if you didnt fav some of mine then i wouldnt have gotten to read your work. hey i get to keep this internet and laptop for a while so i can check my messages everyday...

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"Reality is only as real as your mind percieves it to be!"
:iconangeldevil06:
ah lol ok thanks for the rose its so sweet!

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"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game"
:iconahmeria:
your welcome... sorry i havent been on in a while... ive been falling in love... im posting a new poem called 'she waits' i think you might like it.

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"Reality is only as real as your mind percieves it to be!"

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